Here I sit all alone
listening to the silent phone,
no-one calls to say howdy do
or bother to ask – how are you?
Surrounded by the silent walls
no texts hello, no friendly calls,
now and again I check my mail
my inbox is empty without fail.
Laughter echoes from next door
people having fun once more,
whilst I’m in the company of one
as told in many a lonely song.
But I shall continue to be brave
to loneliness I will never cave,
for inner strength I shall find
despite out of sight, out of mind
I’m Morgan, a friendly little girl
with hair that sometimes curls,
I had an accident the other night
oh boy my arm was such a sight.
I was doing handstands before bed
i’m usually good someone said,
but then something went awry
and mum let out such a cry.
For I fell on my right arm
and caused myself some harm,
for it became broken in two
I just didn’t know what to do.
Off to hospital we did go
it was painful I tell you so,
I was brave mum did tell me
my hurt you could not see.
An x-ray of my arm they did do
and it showed my arm in two,
they had to fix it together again
this did cause me some pain.
They put special bandage on me
which goes hard for all to see,
from my hand to my shoulder
rock hard it is like a boulder.
For many weeks it must stay
making things hard each day,
but I am going to be tough
even when things get rough.
I can’t just now do all I used to
sometimes it makes me feel blue,
but I will stay brave and strong
for I know I have to carry on.
Off to school I still will go
for there is much to know,
and I would miss my friends
I can learn whilst my arm mends.
I have to be careful with my arm
so I do not cause any more harm,
I can’t play quite the same just now
but I will one day is my vow.
My broken arm story now must end
whilst it takes much time to mend,
I’m still Morgan a friendly girl
with hair that sometimes curls.
60 years have come and gone
but you are still, going strong
hustling here and hustling there
whilst bustling simply everywhere.
A whirlwind entering a room
lifting any remnants of gloom,
but leaving disorder in your wake
making up for it with cake.
We all forgive you this trait
as it seems to be our fate,
to put up with all your messiness
without making too much fuss.
But you have a heart of gold
which does not fit, any mould
a star boss in difficult times
with a compassion that shines.
A beautiful mother and wife
to Eleanor, Henry and hubby Mike,
working at keeping them in check
making sure home is not a wreck.
Rounding them up for drinks or food
reading their many varied moods,
supporting in many myriad ways
with late nights and early days.
But also giving them their space
to learn lessons at a steady pace,
nurturing their inquisitive minds
with a deep love that binds.
A true friend to those you know
nurturing relationships so they grow,
bearing the fruits of deep respect
as you guide, support and protect.
60 years full of hopes and fears
laughter, smiles, frowns and tears,
much achieved in many roles
surpassing so many of your goals.
You are still so young at heart
which is always a great start,
as you have so much to achieve
lots of magic still to weave.
So enjoy a pampered birthday
for once getting your own way,
three slaves to serve you well
if not please give them hell.
Look then to the years ahead
with hopefulness, not with dread
so much joy still to be had
being good, or maybe bad.
Thank you nana for looking after us
all the treats and the lovely fuss,
we will miss you so very much
promise us you will keep in touch.
You’re the best nana that there is
our fun times we will surely miss,
you helped lift us from our gloom
when you give us both a groom.
Mummy and daddy are back with us
oh boy they are making such a fuss,
but we still miss our nana dear
we won’t forget you have no fear.
Now we know you we won’t be shy
we’ll say a proper hello and goodbye,
we won’t hide in secret places anymore
but come and greet you at the door.
Do come again sometime real soon
cause we’d be really over the moon,
mummy and daddy are real good to us
but we’ve really loved our nana fuss.
You were really good like our mummy
and didn’t go for Treacle’s tummy,
he knows daddy has to do it
but he doesn’t like it one bit.
You gave us so many lovely treats
as a nana you simply can’t be beat,
you rise far above all the rest
we both think you’re the best.
Bye bye till we see you once more
we can’t wait that’s for sure,
thanks again for the fuss and fun
your loving granddaughter and grandson.
Treacle & Liquorice
I sit alone in an empty room
sun shining but I feel gloom,
looking at people passing by
but they do not see me cry.
Silence hangs like heavy mist
enveloping me like a fist,
leaving me unable to see
any joy or love around me.
I smile at those all around
try to make the right sounds,
so they cannot really see
what’s going on within me.
Holding tightly to my mask
is such a very difficult task,
but I must not let it slip
so bury my head and kip.
I’m an iceberg drifting along
weak although appearing strong
much goes on deep within me,
if only you’d take time to see.
So instead of just walking by
why oh why can’t you try,
to take a little time to care
and allow me to try to share.
Words won’t flow that’s for sure
there is no simple easy cure,
but listen actively and well
as my fears and worries I tell.
My illness cannot be easily seen
but I feel it deeply and keen,
please don’t shun or ignore me
be there when I need you to be.
Leaves turn from green to golden brown,
leave their host and gently flutter down.
mist hangs heavy on a distant hill,
the world around is silent and still.
David Mathers
Poet
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